manic monday. |

02/28/11

ohh what a day and what a fucked up weekend was the last one?

the weather was rly bad the last days. grey and rainy. cold. just beeing at home and watch tv or stuff like that. also my mood wasnt the best the last days. a bit depressing. whhuuut. i havent worked a lot for freakTV. or better not as much as i wanted. i planned a bit what i need to do. start the journal. got some inspiration about what style i want and draw a bit … i mean all in all ive done a bit but that sucks .( i need motivation so i will post a motivation post right after this. HA!

a lot of things are going through my head atm. i mean alot would be easier if i get paid! 2 months over is TOO MUCH. argh* i hope it will work soon.

i miss my dad&i dont see my mom often (shes always on the road. HA! more than the own child). friends arent the friends they had been (or have been?) .. anyways.

ohh i need to travel. i need to see other things. meet new ppl. i am always tired of routine. i think thats a big thing why i am so unmotivated. but i looking forward to praque in just one month!! awweesome! and also looking forward to aug – oct (thailand and cambodia) .. CANT WAIT! also i am happy to explore all the things with my beau (:

right now i am working on a greeting card (the digi form) and also working on a sweet illustration (: soo i am not soo useless and lazy as i thought!

today was a chaotic evening. a friend has trouble in life and asked me to help her and also my mom wanted to go shopping with me (in her new and awwwwesomme car … will show you a picture soon. haha.) … soo i wasnt sure what to do. i dont see my mom often but i wanted to help my friend too. so i was happy when my mom said that she has a bit more time as she told me before. looks less chaotic in short form (but it was). it is a while ago when my phone was soo busy as today.

sorry for my baad english …. improve me pls if its necessary!